Life is long, there is a long way to go. There are many obstacles and space in between on which, we should try not to stumble. But we really can’t find a smooth and plain way. We cannot reach to our destiny without passing the obstacles. Those obstacles are depression, social anxiety, and stress. Which may lead our life to a bad destiny, which we don’t deserve. How to live without hardships? No one ever had a perfect life! Everyone had problems, some died with them and some got to find out how to cross the obstacles. Are you one of them who is struggling to find out the way? Life is all messed up you know, it is never perfect and nor be. There are many highs and many lows in our life, I can’t explain what happened from right to left. But, only I know what I go through! They say:
“First cut is the deepest, It all happens for a reason”
_ Tate McRae.
Hold on while you’re still falling, falling deep into ocean of thoughts. But, it all be clear in a minute, wait for that minute to come. But waiting for that minute will take million of our minutes. But hold on and hold on, everything will be alright, you’ll be alright.
I say I’m alright but I might be not. I’ll wait for this darkness to become my sunrise. And I’ll wait as long as I’ve got stars to count. As long as my heart beats, as long as I can control my tears.
“I’m drawning and drawning in my own ocean, I filled with tears”.
Hi, Today you’re not what you thought you’d to be. What you thought in your childhood, maybe for living the same happy life but no it didn’t work. Right? You cry everyday feeling like you’re the who’s wrong. Nah man, you’re more than everything in this universe. Look in the mirror. What do you see? A girl with broken heart. Who spend night and nights crying. Does she look depressed? Yeah she obviously do. She is just a child and going through alot of suffering. Deep thoughts and words. She thinks she’s ugly and she wants to kill herself. She doesn’t knows that she is beautiful. Beautiful the way she is. Nothing is prettier than person’s heart. But did she know her worth? No, she don’t, she think she’d better die than living, to her, her life is disgusting. She doesn’t know she have to make her own happiness and whole new world. She can just change it in seconds. How? She has no idea. She thought she found a way, but she don’t. Tell her! not be that, falling apart thrice a day. I could wish she could feel what she said. Ask her! to show you, never tell cause you know her too well. She got a mood that I’d wish I could sell. Actually you don’t wanna be her anymore. You hate her, her everything. Everyone is depressed, even though models they’re going through such rough time. She thinks she was made from a broken mold. She tried to fit in the society and they broke her too hard. Ask her! to Just stop getting stress, and don’t feel the words anymore. They’re meaning less. We all say we’re fine but we don’t feel it. The emotional crisis I feel, I have. I’m saying I love myself while I’m actually telling myself that I don’t want to be myself anymore. My hands are getting cold as I’m getting old. They don’t know what happened but I know it all. Telling a face with mask is what makes you a whore.
Hi! Are you fine, you okay? Because I’m not. I’m hurt by the people I know, I believe em and I end up being hurt. What I say that I’m fine but my I’m fine has alot of words behind it. Everyone’s life is depressed, not only mine for sure. I get discouraged sometimes by myself. I’m not slandering anyone is what I always say but I end up slandering them. That’s how I got hurt by my own self. I feel like I’ve done my best on project and end up being called mad. Because, 21 century is nothing better than the early 19s. People had a lovely life back then, without any technologies or any social bullies. In my opinion, Life was much more better. People nowadays can’t stop discouraging someone, getting them in trouble. It does hurt, don’t you agree? 21 century is not a good time. Where young girls focus on fashion and trend while their olders are busy in spending day out. That’s what happening. Everything is going in a bad way. People take drugs nowadays, just because they can’t handle the pain anymore. The overdose it, and end up dying. Bullying is at its peak this century. They call people wrong in what the do, people are told not to do anything or else they’ll be killed or harmed. Each and everything is going on a bad way. And our earth is ending up being people having no education and wasting their time on social media. Which only harms them, and leave scars to their mind. Everything can be used in a good way. You can use it to increase its information. Your self-confidence. But nah man! This century sucks!
Everytime I felt bad. I start to cry. Cry helps alot, it removes stress from your mind. And help you through hard times. And also I just got discouraged sometimes and start writing something really awkward and also thanks to all my readers and commenters as I really appreciate it. Sometimes our mind gets blank and we have nothing to say, nothing to think about. We just feel bad about our life. It happened today, And everyday. I feel such a failure everyday. I came here to give motivation to people and they feel like I’m such a positive personality but nobody knows our inner selves. The deep thoughts inside our self our mind. They think we are, what we are on outside. And don’t even have a single idea about how harsh our life is. I’m not saying that only my life is harsh. Each and everyone’s is in pain and going through something bad in their life. But I feel like instead of discouraging and discrimination in someone’s life. We should help them out, and care about them, Instead of making fun of someone’s face, looks and thoughts. God made us all. He made us all differently. Some can speak, while some can’t. Some can walk, some can’t. Instead of making fun of them. We should help them. Respect them as they are not “Disabled But Differently able”. They can do things, which you can’t even think of.