My paperback is released…


Guys guys guys! I’m so excited and happy to say my paperback book is now available to buy. Go buy your copiessss, I know you won’t regret buying it.

Here is the link. Go and get the copy

I had a dream: Proses and poems (Poetry)

My e-book is finally here!


Hey guys! How are you? I’m good. I’ve just released my e-book on amazon it is available for pre-orders. It will be released on 13 march 2020.

InshaAllah my paper back would be available in a few days. I’ll let you know.

The heart of a lover.

love poem, My Thoughts! My words!, Poems!

Standing in a million

Still can find you

Don’t you think,

I really like you!

I don’t how it started

Or how it’d went

But I’m pretty sure

That I’ll have you till then..

You are the spark in my eyes

That shines brighter than the light

The moon and the sky

Now gives me no surprise

That your eyes do…!
© duasiddiqui


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Travel Diary: Fairy Meadows.

My Thoughts! My words!

Sometimes, we are looking for a place of comfort, where we could take a break from outer world, and we can take a complete rest. I used to get frustrated from the world, amd then wished for a place to go and stay. For me, a place of comfort should be described as a beautiful village or where there are beautiful mountains, green grass, and fresh air to breathe. I used to go for a tour, to take a lil break from my rough life. Last year, I went to a place called fairy meadows, which is a place of pure beauty, the dusky mountains with a perfect view above that seems really pleasing, it’s fascinating. I’m sure, if you see it once, you’ll surely want to visit it. On 3 June 2018, we started our ride from karachi to lahore. After some days of staying and shopping, we started to travel to our real destiny. We went on train and buses, which changed it pathways. As soon as we reached it, it was night. And the night was so freaking beautiful, we could see the milky way right above our heads. That was the best day of my life, when I experienced the night view by myself…!

The pic is not by me

Credit: @XEESHAN.


My Thoughts! My words!

So, I’m back from a lil break, you might not call it an break because I was still posting during the break. My exams are over now and I’ll try to post constantly now as I am a lil dissapointed with my self, I’m not getting the appreciation, I used to get. But still, I’m okay with that as I know there are a lot lows and highs in our life. Thank you so much to all the reader, for supporting me and helping me in making my dreams come true. It is a really pleasure to be here. Thank to WordPress, for providing such a nice platform for whom who want to express their thoughts, their feelings. I also surpassed 100 followers during this time. Thanks to all of you, I wish you all a very good day! Don’t forget to pray for my result, I’ll surely tell you what I accomplished..!THANK YOU EVERYONE…!

Nap of a Star..!

My Thoughts! My words!, Poems!

I’m a star! You’re a star, we all are stars. We just don’t have opportunity to work it out. We’re like napping, we don’t have any idea about it, about ourselves we can do whatever we want. I and you are not useless, we’re just sleeping not knowing what we can do. We can change the world! There’s nothing we can not do, we can do anything if there is God’s will. We should try to find, why were we born, what is the purpose of our life? Everyone is a star and can show the world their strength by Bringing out their inner affection and their strength, so do what you want, achieve your dreams because only you know that you can accomplish it..!

Mystery Blogger Award 💕💕

My Thoughts! My words!

Oh my God! Let me scream, I’m so happy and delighted to know that I’ve been nominated for mystery Blogger Award! I’m so so happy. Thanks to all for loving and supporting my blog and making my dream come true. Special thanks to Sadia for nominating me and supporting me through, check her out. She is the sweetest and the loveliest fellow blogger I ever had. She is a lovely writer and inspiring personality 💕

Rules Of the Award:

1. Put logo of award on your blog.

2. list the rules.

3. thank whoever nominated you and provide a link.

4. mention the creator of the award and provide a link to their blog as well.

5. tell your readers 3 things about yourself

6. Nominate 10 to 20 people.

7. notify your nominees.

8. ask your nominations any 5 questions of your choice specifying one weird or funny question.

9. share link to your best posts.

What is the Mystery Blogger Award?

“The Mystery Blogger Award is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging, and they do it with so much love and passion.” –Okoto Enigma

3 things about me:

1. I am afraid of being alone.

2. I love fascinating sky and sceneries.

3. I love to learn loving myself.

Answering The Questions:

● what inspired you to create you blog?

I’m inspired by myself. I wanted to share my feelings somewhere where no one knows me personally. Just to make myself feel a little better and careful in my life.

● how you spend your leisure time?

I don’t have leisure time I’m so busy in my studies. And after studying I listen to music just to relax my mind and feel better.

● what makes you feel good?

Everything lovely makes me feel good. I love to make people happy. It’s makes me the most happiest. I love to help people and care for them.

● if you can meet any person (dead or alive) who would it be and why?

BTS maybe because I’m really inspired by their message. Their message is to love ourselves and become a strong shield against wrong things.

● what is your life motto?

To be nice to others. And make a better example for others and fulfill my dreams and God’s will.

My Nominations:

Samyak singh.



Ashley and johnny.

Laiba khan.



deeply shredded.


•I don’t know more•

My questions for Nominees:

Q1) What is the biggest goal of your life?

Q2) What you can do for humanity?

Q3) You prefer money or love?

Q4) what is your best act of kindness ever?

Q5) Write one Motivational quote.

My best posts!

I hope you’ll like them.

A Letter To My Old Self!

Helping you Out, Motivating

Dear my naïve old self,

I know you’re not doing well and also you’re suffering from alot of things. But you might be happy to know that you’re much stronger now. You have learned to love yourself and you’re happy with your life. Remember, you don’t have to change a thing to make someone else happy, you are beautiful the way you are. Don’t kill yourself or spend nights crying that will not really work. You might ruin your life And end up hating your life!

Learn to love yourself, embrace yourself and care for yourself, don’t worry if they call you ugly, they don’t know what you go through! What is happening in your life and they keep ruining your life. A new day comes, new things happen.

You are really sweet and a lovely person. You handle everything the proper way, try to be a more tolerating person. Don’t care for anyone else, care for yourself. they deserve nothing, you deserve the world.

They don’t respect your opinion? Don’t give a Damn. Different people have different ideas. You are creative in your own way. They don’t let you sing, don’t stop singing. Don’t be disrespectful for yourself.

Look in the mirror and ask yourself what you can better. You are far more better than those jealous nerds, you are confident. You can do what you want because your aiming power is strong, remember, “What goes around, comes around”.

You better fall in love with yourself, rather than a person who ends up being a lier. Your smile gives Me good feeling. You were always been the best to others, you care for them and take care of them! I didn’t knew about myself before, but I know. Try to get inspired by the lessons you get from your life. May the best come to you!

Sincerely, A stronger you!

I got an inspiration from Sadia.

On either side the river lie

Long fields of barley and of rye,
That clothe the wold and meet the sky;
And thro’ the field the road runs by
To many-tower’d Camelot;
And up and down the people go,
Gazing where the lilies blow
Round an island there below,
The island of Shalott.
Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Thro’ the wave that runs for ever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot.
Four gray walls, and four gray towers,
Overlook a space of flowers,
And the silent isle imbowers
The Lady of Shalott.
By the margin, willow veil’d,
Slide the heavy barges trail’d
By slow horses; and unhail’d
The shallop flitteth silken-sail’d
Skimming down to Camelot:
But who hath seen her wave her hand?
Or at the casement seen her stand?
Or is she known in all the land,
The Lady of Shalott?
Only reapers, reaping early
In among the bearded barley,
Hear a song that echoes cheerly
From the river winding clearly,
Down to tower’d Camelot:
And by the moon the reaper weary,
Piling sheaves in uplands airy,
Listening, whispers ” ‘Tis the fairy
Lady of Shalott.”
There she weaves by night and day
A magic web with colours gay.
She has heard a whisper say,
A curse is on her if she stay
To look down to Camelot.
She knows not what the curse may be,
And so she weaveth steadily,
And little other care hath she,
The Lady of Shalott.
And moving thro’ a mirror clear
That hangs before her all the year,
Shadows of the world appear.
There she sees the highway near
Winding down to Camelot:
There the river eddy whirls,
And there the surly village-churls,
And the red cloaks of market girls,
Pass onward from Shalott.
Sometimes a troop of damsels glad,
An abbot on an ambling pad,
Sometimes a curly shepherd-lad,
Or long-hair’d page in crimson clad,
Goes by to tower’d Camelot;
And sometimes thro’ the mirror blue
The knights come riding two and two:
She hath no loyal knight and true,
The Lady of Shalott.
But in her web she still delights
To weave the mirror’s magic sights,
For often thro’ the silent nights
A funeral, with plumes and lights
And music, went to Camelot:
Or when the moon was overhead,
Came two young lovers lately wed:
“I am half sick of shadows,” said
The Lady of Shalott.
A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,
He rode between the barley-sheaves,
The sun came dazzling thro’ the leaves,
And flamed upon the brazen greaves
Of bold Sir Lancelot.
A red-cross knight for ever kneel’d
To a lady in his shield,
That sparkled on the yellow field,
Beside remote Shalott.
The gemmy bridle glitter’d free,
Like to some branch of stars we see
Hung in the golden Galaxy.
The bridle bells rang merrily
As he rode down to Camelot:
And from his blazon’d baldric slung
A mighty silver bugle hung,
And as he rode his armour rung,
Beside remote Shalott.
All in the blue unclouded weather
Thick-jewell’d shone the saddle-leather,
The helmet and the helmet-feather
Burn’d like one burning flame together,
As he rode down to Camelot.
As often thro’ the purple night,
Below the starry clusters bright,
Some bearded meteor, trailing light,
Moves over still Shalott.
His broad clear brow in sunlight glow’d;
On burnish’d hooves his war-horse trode;
From underneath his helmet flow’d
His coal-black curls as on he rode,
As he rode down to Camelot.
From the bank and from the river
He flash’d into the crystal mirror,
“Tirra lirra,” by the river
Sang Sir Lancelot.
She left the web, she left the loom,
She made three paces thro’ the room,
She saw the water-lily bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She look’d down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror crack’d from side to side;
“The curse is come upon me,” cried
The Lady of Shalott.
In the stormy east-wind straining,
The pale yellow woods were waning,
The broad stream in his banks complaining,
Heavily the low sky raining
Over tower’d Camelot;
Down she came and found a boat
Beneath a willow left afloat,
And round about the prow she wrote
The Lady of Shalott.
And down the river’s dim expanse
Like some bold seër in a trance,
Seeing all his own mischance—
With a glassy countenance
Did she look to Camelot.
And at the closing of the day
She loosed the chain, and down she lay;
The broad stream bore her far away,
The Lady of Shalott.
Lying, robed in snowy white
That loosely flew to left and right—
The leaves upon her falling light—
Thro’ the noises of the night
She floated down to Camelot:
And as the boat-head wound along
The willowy hills and fields among,
They heard her singing her last song,
The Lady of Shalott.
Heard a carol, mournful, holy,
Chanted loudly, chanted lowly,
Till her blood was frozen slowly,
And her eyes were darken’d wholly,
Turn’d to tower’d Camelot.
For ere she reach’d upon the tide
The first house by the water-side,
Singing in her song she died,
The Lady of Shalott.
Under tower and balcony,
By garden-wall and gallery,
A gleaming shape she floated by,
Dead-pale between the houses high,
Silent into Camelot.
Out upon the wharfs they came,
Knight and burgher, lord and dame,
And round the prow they read her name,
The Lady of Shalott.
Who is this? and what is here?
And in the lighted palace near
Died the sound of royal cheer;
And they cross’d themselves for fear,
All the knights at Camelot:
But Lancelot mused a little space;
He said, “She has a lovely face;
God in his mercy lend her grace,
The Lady of Shalott.”

_Alfred tennyson

The Lady of Shalott..

Motivating, My Thoughts! My words!


Helping you Out, Motivating, My Thoughts! My words!

Is it impossible to make it possible? No, but it is possible to make it impossible. Get it? You can do anything you want, no matter if you call it impossible. Nothing is impossible, Remember! Anything is possible to call it impossible. If you think that a work is Impossible, it’ll be impossible to complete but if you try to think that It’ll probably possible, so it’ll be easier. It’s a true fact. Everything is impossible if you think so. Try to clean your head and always think positive as much as you can. You can never achieve something until you try to convince your mind that you can do it. try to be positive as much as you can, enhance your work and there it is. You will get it. If we do something with all of our good intentions and optimism, I’m sure that the results will be in front of you. Try to focus on it more and become more and more courage to it. And I’m super sure that you got that down.


If you’re not able to focus or you are busy in something else, you can find the little parts of your day in which you’re free and then go as far as you can. You can try to achieve it, and you’ll get it. So, carry on and follow your dreams with complete determination. It’s always seems impossible until it’s done.

Die with Memories, Not Dreams…!

My Thoughts! My words!

Have you ever had a dream? Everyone has dreams and everyone want to complete them. But sometimes, they’re not that strong enought to take a step, and die with dreams. They should have completed their dreams, they don’t know when they’ll die. All of us have no idea about our death. So we should be ready for dying. We must have offered all the prayer and followed all the rules of GOD. This is the only way we could go to heaven, and who doesn’t wants to be in heaven? We should also remember to follow our dreams. Or else we’ll die with dreams. We should make our life the way we would remember it. Make memories, spend good time with our loved. Give everyone the love they deserves. Life is tough, and sometimes you can’t follow your dreams. Maybe if you have alot of responsibilities on your shoulders. Or maybe you better believe in other’s demands, than your dreams. Remember! Die with memories and not any dream left to complete.

Liebster Award…!

My Thoughts! My words!

It’s my first time winning a award and I’m super happy and excited and I have no words to explain my excitement, as I am a new blogger. Thank you so much to Kamran for nominating me for this award.

I’m too happy as only 2 months passes since I started blogging. I’m really really inspired by his blog, it is really versatile and interesting.


●Thank the blogger who nominated you.

●share 11 facts about yourself.

●Answer the 11 question blogger asked you.

●Nominate other bloggers.

●give 11 questions to nominees.

● Notify the nominees by commenting on their post.

11 facts about myself:-

1) I am From Pakistan, which is a really beautiful country.

2) I am student, I’m in grade 8.

3) I am in Bangtan Army, Since 14 February 2019.

4) I write what I think of, not others ideas.

5) I’m bullied for my ugly laugh, they say I’m a nightmare.

6) I love computer subject and I will do IT ENGINEERING in future inshallah.

7) I believe in the power of good intentions.

8) I want to become a example for others.

9) I love Chocolates, because who doesn’t?

10) I love to eat, I’m such a foodie.

11) I love when people respect and favour others.

My Nominations:-

Laiba Khan ♡♡

Chloe Luna ♡♡

Sadia Noor ♡♡

saania ♡♡


1) Who is your Ideal or Role Model?

2) what kind of music you like?

3) What have Studied?

4) What you prefer books or videos?

5) what is your hobby?

6) What are you expert at?

7) What is the one thing you love about yourself?

8) What is your biggest fear?

9) What can you not live without?

10) What is your favourite sports?

11) If you could travel to one country, what it’ll be?

Music Of The Month: JULY!

Helping you Out, KPOP ♡♡, My Thoughts! My words!, Songs & Albums ♡

This song is so much good. It is for people who like kpop and not korean lyrics. It’s been 3 days since I listened to this song and I cannot go over it. I’m obsessed with Jungkook’s vocal. He’s called main Vocalist for a reason, his voice is really heart touching. ♡

Lee hi has another comeback and I’m falling for it. It’s too good to handle. I love her vocal, I discovered her from this song but sadly, listening to this song reminds me of B.I. We really miss him. ♢

MIKROKOSMOS mean a whole little world. Which I’ve also written a blog as well, this song is too soft and have chill vibes to it. It really makes me believe BTS vocals are the best. The lyrics are too good ♡

So show me, I’ll show you. I love this song. The lyrics are by our Maknae Jungkook, and I’m dying over it. I love Rm’s rap in this song. I love this song so much.

Ji jinseok just debuted a week ago, and he’s not getting the reputation he deserves. He is soulful and a kind hearted person. My Bias actually.

Idontwannabeyouanymore? I’ve done a blog on it. This song is about self hate, which I can really relate on and I love relating songs. Love you billie Eilish ♡

Night is Fascinating….!

My Thoughts! My words!

Have you ever lay straight on a garden, at the night, looking at the sky. Doesn’t it feel fascinating? Like, it is such a beauty. The whole night view is a beauty, the moon and the stars look incredibly beautiful at night. And steal your sight by just shining. The sky seems most beautiful thing at the night. It is beautiful, and have a lovely scenery look. Thanks to God, who made this beautiful scenery to experience everyday. As I remember, being a child I used to lay at my roof and start to feel the beauty. We should try to find the beauty in everything, the night might seems dark, but it is the most alluring time of day. My favourite thing in the night time is that we could sleep right under the sky, and we can experience eye-catching look of the sky. If you haven’t try it yet, try it now. It feels the most delightful day you’ve ever experienced.

Obstacles do not block the path, they’re the path!

Helping you Out, KPOP ♡♡, Motivating

Life is long, there is a long way to go. There are many obstacles and space in between on which, we should try not to stumble. But we really can’t find a smooth and plain way. We cannot reach to our destiny without passing the obstacles. Those obstacles are depression, social anxiety, and stress. Which may lead our life to a bad destiny, which we don’t deserve. How to live without hardships? No one ever had a perfect life! Everyone had problems, some died with them and some got to find out how to cross the obstacles. Are you one of them who is struggling to find out the way? Life is all messed up you know, it is never perfect and nor be. There are many highs and many lows in our life, I can’t explain what happened from right to left. But, only I know what I go through! They say:

“First cut is the deepest, It all happens for a reason”

_ Tate McRae.

Hold on while you’re still falling, falling deep into ocean of thoughts. But, it all be clear in a minute, wait for that minute to come. But waiting for that minute will take million of our minutes. But hold on and hold on, everything will be alright, you’ll be alright.

I say I’m alright but I might be not. I’ll wait for this darkness to become my sunrise. And I’ll wait as long as I’ve got stars to count. As long as my heart beats, as long as I can control my tears.

“I’m drawning and drawning in my own ocean, I filled with tears”.

My Journey with BTS ☆

My Thoughts! My words!

Have you ever heard of Kpop? Kpop bands? Let me tell you. I’m a Kpop stan and I’m going to share my journey with BTS. How I got to know them, and how I feel about them! I didn’t knew about BTS OR KPOP till 2018. I was a belieber by then. I always caught three of my classmates talking about BTS. On 5 Feb 2019, I came and asked who are they? they explained me each and everything. As I went home, I saw the Fake Love Mv. And what happened is completely expected. I went JUNGKOOK on their voices with those moves. I liked it a little bit so I tried jamming it for some days and after, it became my favourite song of that time. My friends always caught me singing that. I was impressed with Fake love but not BTS by then and whenever I tried to listen another song, I don’t feel good and want to change it to Fake Love. In easy words I had an Obsession with Fake love, after some days I thought why shouldn’t I tried watching another mv. I searched BTS Most popular MV and ended up watching DNA. I really loved the vibes in that song. After some days of jamming, I started to watch introduction videos to find out who is who? Because you know they’re hard to differentiate at first look. The first one I got was Jin and I really liked his style and his confidence about his personality. I became a Jin stan before BTS Stan. I tried to learn their names and fake love ofc. At first I thought that the English lyrics are also sung by them but afterwards I got know that they are translated by bilingual Army’s. Some days went by and I started loving their music, like each and everyone. Each of the song became my favourite. I really loved to sing in a different language. I got to find that they had alot of fans all around the world. And also in PAKISTAN ♡ so here I became an Offical Army on 14 February 2019.